Getting Well Now

So ill this morning that we didn't finish our grocery shopping my mother-in-law had to take us back home. Hurting to another level I thought for the first time in my life I would lose consciousness. Never had I collapsed before. I always take myself as so healthy. Smiling with resignation, I was actually thinking if I die today, the thing that came to my mind was "will they see good in me?" As always, the good that we do is the one that always matter in the end. Gosh. Maybe I was close that I thought that. I always believe that a person knows in his heart his final time that sometimes he would show signs we never had a clue of. And I remember I wrote one thing of that sort but I eventually erased it, why maybe because it was deep and in myself I was saying "not yet, Lord". I just hate to worry Sis, and don't wanna be a burden. Going to hospital is another thing. But glad it didn't come to that, and hopefully, positively will not. So much better now.