I love my area of assignment, the Pedia Intensive care Unit. Plus I have a very cool mentor. There so much to learn here compares to ward. In here I can truly learn the essence of being a nurse. We are dealing patients between life and death. My ward experience was definitely my preparation for my ICU exposure. It is very fulfilling indeed to be able to care my patients individually. I developed somehow my common sense and initiative in dealing critically ill patients. It is just a heart crushing moment to see patients arresting though you already did all possible ways to revive him/her. We make it sure we can meet the watcher expectations from us since some of them are ‘toxic’ and irritated because they have been there for how many days even months and we fully understand if sometimes they behaved inappropriately.